sooo sick

and just in time for the wedding.

kill me.

pictures

Rachael Yamagata

Holy shit, she's amazing.

www.myspace.com/rachaelyamagata

Bruuuuuuuuce

She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice

You've gone a million miles
How far'd you get
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget

She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away


<3





I know it's not literally about a secret garden but I like these pictures. I love songs that make me think of or picture certain things. I think this song kind of describes me in a way.

random pictures

so cvs called me that they had these pictures, i don't even remember dropping them off. they pretty much suck but here's some. and i also hate how when i make them smaller on the computer (when i scan them in they come up huge) they get that weird digital blur. i tend to take pictures of the same things over and over. what a waste. i wish i could post pictures of people on here because i take a ton, but it freaks me out to post pictures of my friends and family on the internet. i dunno.

Possession

Listen as the wind blows
From across the great divide
Voices trapped in yearning
Memories trapped in time

The night is my companion
And solitude my guide
Would I spend forever here
And not be satisfied

And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear

Through this world I’ve stumbled
So many times betrayed
Trying to find an honest word
To find the truth enslaved

Oh you speak to me in riddles and
You speak to me in rhymes
My body aches to breathe your breath
Your words keep me alive

And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear

Into this night I wander
It’s morning that I dread
Another day of knowing of
The path I fear to tread

Oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
Nothing stands between us here
And I won’t be denied

And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dear


-Sarah McLachlan

Jones Beach

These are from when I saw Aerosmith there on the last tour (the dates on the camera are wrong) one of the best nights EVER! We were right on the stage, I swear I didn't use a zoom. And I hate how blogger shrinks my pictures but I'm too lazy to upload to photobucket right now.





this is my favorite one I took that night



pointing at me!




we could have literally touched Joey's butt while he was playing on the b-stage


I yelled something to him like, "I love you Tom!" and he looked right at me. hahaa we were such dorks that night





We went yesterday to Jones Beach for this walk thing that my uncle's company sponsored. The whole time I was just looking at the theater right next to us and wishing I was at a concert!! I really really hope to see The Who there in September, but the problem is that it's a Wednesday. One of my uncle's clients even said he has season tickets and if we want to see any shows we should let him know, because he never goes! Plus they are doing an Attic Jam thing in NYC, which I would really like to see. (more than the Who, if you can believe it) It would be amazing if the Attic show was on a weekend so I wouldn't have to miss school.